So I haven't posted on here in forever and a lot has changed.  For starters I am married and have been for over a year and a half.  I am also pregnant, I am at 19 weeks today, my due date is August 11th.  We are currently selling our house to get a larger one for when the baby comes.  I don't really wanna put a lot in here right now, as I am kinda doing something else right now.  I might start blogging again... we'll see.  I tend to do more on Myspace now.

Tonight it was brought to my attention how much of a different person I am now... it's weird how you find things like that out.  It's not like you wake up one morning and think about how different you have become, because it's a gradual process.  I have changed so much, seriously if I had the ability to know myself now as I was back then... I wouldn't know myself... hmm I realize that potentially made no sense... but that's okay.

I watched the football games today with my boyfriend while doing homework... then halfway through the Iowa game I fell asleep on the sofa and didn't wake up until it was almost over.. I haven't had a nap in a long time... it felt good.

I have started taking a multi vitamin again.  I came to the realization that while I try to eat healthy, my frequent dinner of an energy bar might be leaving me vitamin deficient by the way of those normally received from fruits and veggies.... hmm I love bananas.  I seriously need to clean up my floor... I went through my closet awhile ago and removed items I no longer wear with the intent of selling them... see previous post with rant about Stuff.... but they are sitting there, as are 3 other boxes from clothes I ordered online, along with some of said clothes and a bag with clothes I purchased at the mall.... if you haven't noticed I have a sort of fetish that I indulge way too frequently....

Today on my way to class I was following a rather nice car down 32nd St... then the unthinkable happened, the lady threw a banana peel out the window into the street.  Honestly.... when did people stop caring?  Yes at least it wasn't a pop bottle or anything it is organic, but she threw it in the street... it has nowhere to go... it will decompose and just stay there until it evaporates or is moved by someone's tire.  Worse yet if an animal tries to eat it in the middle of the street, it could be run over... there are deer and opossums that live around here... I know because I have been way to close to hitting both on multiple occasions..... okay deep breath..

Second rant of the day, I have been awake since about 7 am, I was in class until 2pm then straight from there to work until 9 PM.  At said time I called my boyfriend knowing he doesn't work tomorrow and I haven't seen him since Saturday, well Sunday technically but a groggy "good morning, have a good day at work" kiss doesn't count.... but when I called him on my dying cell phone he said he was about to play Halo 2 Live with his friends.... so he would ignore me for the few hours I spent there while forfeiting sleep.... Is this unfair of me that I'm pissed about this.... I mean for Christ's sake..... okay another deep breath...

Also Gilligan aka Bob Denver died.... I used to watch that every morning before elementary school... it was part of my routine.... I kind of feel a little piece of my childhood dying with him.... I LOVE YOU GILLIGAN... man I really do love geeks.

Last night Barb, my sister/roommate decided to quit smoking... she could not give me a reason for this, she just broke all of her cigs and put all the ashtrays away.  This is awesome because after 2 years of smoking I successfully kicked the habit in late December of last year... she has been smoking for about 6 years I believe and has tried to quit multiple times.... I hope she does... because damn does that stink... and no matter what people say, everyday I fight my cravings... I still want one right now just as bad as I wanted one the morning after I quit....